dear friend,
it's been awhile since the last time i wrote to you. i'm slacking off at home lately, doing nothing, skipping chores, laying on my bed, staring at my phone, my life is kinda lifeless and unproductive.
i know this is unhealthy, and it is bad for me because i spent a lot of time by thinking because i got nothing to do and it made me remember about the past which is not good because my past is not something beautiful to be remembered about pfft.
i need to find a new purpose to live with, since SPM is finished, i don't really have any other purpose that could make me excited when i wake up in the morning ((actually i always wake up at night nowadays)) i sound like a total nerd, but yeah SPM was a purpose to live with back then that make me get up after being awake in the morning.
i've been thinking about working but i dont want my driving class to clash with my work hours, that would be a major problem to me, since i'm kinda suck at planning and arranging things. so i decided to not to work for this month and probably next month too, plus brother is getting married soon, wish you'll be there though, maybe with a cute dress that enough to make me smile when i saw you.
so without a purpose to live with and a lot of time, i think i'm turning into a mess, a beautiful mess that can't be clean up, what a metaphor dude. Just kidding though, i need to find something that's totally rad to do, while waiting for my driving license and etc that i need to settle up before result is out.
Love, amir
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