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I typed this once,

"Life is just a total bullshit sometimes, you know when you do everything and ended up being hurt. It feels like it’s a total bullshit right? I’ve been through a lot of bullshits, well at least for now. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up, but seeing what the future holds and what I have now, I didn’t. Although not giving up is not a good choice, it’s still good, because at least you already felt how it is to choose the wrong way. Take it as a lesson. I’m still young and don’t know what’s waiting in the future. So how about we face the life with patience and high spirit. It always rains before the rainbow does make sense. But the thing is how long? We have to be patient, really patient. Our days will have rainbow someday, it’s just the matter of time. Just wait."

and now when I look back at the words that I typed months ago, it does make sense. I mean like it's true, sometimes we're pretty fucked up with our daily life. But we can't give up because there's a lot of things out there, waiting for us, that we haven't seen and touched and experienced.

so why should I, well I mean us, down or be sad with bullshits that happened in our life? Instead of being frown, what if we start look forward for tomorrow and challenge that awaits us.

So fuck the bullshits, don't let it bring you down, don't let anyone bring you down.
Your world revolves around yourself, not anyone else, YOURSELF.

Even though today is the tomorrow that we're worried about yesterday, that doesn't mean we can't think positive about it.